looks like im going back to being a lesbian and i am so happy that ive made up with my mom things are going better she still is mad at me and she still has my phone but for the first time in a long time im happy because everything is fine and normal and i can live my life the way i should. can i just say that just because i have a boyfreind doesn't mean i cant be a lesbian again i mean i don't even think i stopped being a lesbian but it just goes to show that ive tried it both ways and i enjoy my lady kisses more than i love having a boyfreind i mean he is trully great except he keeps presurring me into kissing him and i havent kissed a guy since i was maybe 9 or 10 and ill be 13 in 2 weeks. Yes i like him and yes i trust him but i don't want it to be a total disater besides i only told him i liked him because he asked e what was wrong and if u count Bear Mountian a first date which i do i see no problem wit liking him but still being in love with a girl , yes guys are great and i like guys but i always seem to fall in love with girls the only guy i've ever loved and still love is Micheal because he was my first love and no one forgets their first love because guess what no matter what gender they are the person u love in the end will never care all they will care about is u and the child that you'll have and all the dates u go on because you'll be in love with that person and want to spend the rest of ur life with them. So yes its decied i'm a lesbian who has a boyfreind and i know what ur saying but what about him he's my now and when im ready to have my lady kisses back i will definetlly have them back